Saturday, April 28, 2007

The time to renew the old and new

I never thought that the same people can feel so distant and close in such a short period of time. I feel like I get to know someone and then they again seem like strangers. I find it hard to make up my mind if I like them. And is that really important. Do I really need to like them to be with them. Can't I live off the feeling of belonging?
Also, some of the situations and people who give the most security suddenly don't seem that secure. Why is that those who you had believed in, in a new system let you down. Or maybe my belief has been faulty. But if I look back, many of my beliefs have been faulty and soon they had to be remade and reinvented. That is change for me. The sting of certain situations never goes away, it only fades and then becomes a memory which comes back if the lesson is not learned.
In this land of strange, who and what can be my own? Who are the people I lean on for support and courage? What if they suddenly disappear? Find new ones? Renew, regenerate, reinvent, rethink..the message of this spring!!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Spring Quarter @ Stan

I shall just start to tell all of you how beautiful spring is in California and Stanford in particular. If you ever ever get a chance to visit here, u must must :)